Transform Your Reactions and Empower Your Biology.  

Natalie (NatNat) Bedard joins us this week to improve our understanding of the nervous system. She specializes in unraveling emotional blockages and reigniting intuitive connections. Daily stresses and past experiences can create obstacles that make it difficult to move forward.
When facing grief and trauma, it's natural to feel trapped and stuck. Let her guide you in transforming your pain into healing using the power of emotional intelligence and introspection.

How to contact: https://www.liftoneself.com/ https://www.liftoneself.com/podcast-1   

Steppingstones to Resilience: Embracing Challenges for Personal Growth

Victoria Danielle shares her story of growing up in a chaotic and abusive environment, experiencing trauma and abuse from a young age. She discusses the impact of witnessing violence and the subtle dynamics of emotional and verbal abuse. She opens up about her 10-year abusive marriage, the manipulation tactics used by her ex-husband, and the moment she realized she needed to leave for her safety.
Now as a coach, consultant, and speaker, she offers a raw, real narrative that inspires others to harness their inner power and rise above adversity. Join her and discover how every struggle is a chance to level up and redefine your life. She shares her plans for her podcast, Radical Regards, where she aims to inspire and uplift others through personal stories of transformation.  

Your Guide to Looking Beyond Perfection 

Tune in to discover how to break free from the shackles of ‘never enough’ and embrace a life where you are more than your successes. Join us on a transformative journey with Leah Johnson, as she delves into the heart of perfectionism and the relentless pursuit of goals.
Leah, a seasoned campaign strategist, trauma survivor, and advocate for balanced motherhood, unveils the origins of our drive for constant achievement and the hidden costs that come with it. With over two decades in the political arena, Leah has battled the addiction to accomplishment and emerged with empowering strategies for self-advocacy that promise to infuse your life with purpose and joy.
How to contact: https://www.findingfantasticjoy.com/ https://www.amazon.com/Finding-Fantastic-Joy-Building-Self-Advocacy/dp/1951692179 

Courage Unveiled: The Fight Against Abuse in the Disabled Community 

In this conversation, Win Charles shares her personal story of being a survivor of abuse as a disabled individual. She discusses the abuse she experienced at the hands of a family member and the emotional and physical trauma she endured.
Win emphasizes the importance of speaking up and seeking help when abuse occurs, and she encourages others to be vigilant in protecting disabled and elderly loved ones from abuse. She also highlights the need to break the stigma surrounding abuse and create a safer world for all.

How to contact: https://www.tiktok.com/@wincharles622 www.youtube.com/@WinCharles  

Rebuilding and Embracing Personal Growth After Abuse  

In this conversation, Shara Gabaldon discusses her experience surviving narcissistic abuse. Shara shares that she was married to her abuser for several years before being able to escape. We discuss the challenges of leaving an abusive relationship, the different forms of abuse, and the importance of healing and self-reflection.
Shara emphasizes the need for education and awareness about narcissistic abuse and the importance of supporting survivors. The importance of finding freedom and safety, seeking therapy, and the power of sharing her story. Shara also talks about her book, 'The Power to Rise Above,' and the impact she hopes to make by educating and supporting others who have experienced domestic violence.

How to contact: https://www.facebook.com/shara.gabaldon https://www.instagram.com/mom_of_4_cuties/ https://www.amazon.com/Power-Rise-Above-Narcissistic-Understanding-ebook/dp/B0BV7G8TK2  

Unveiling Strength: Journey to Resilience and Body Positivity 

In this episode, Marci Warhaft shares her journey of overcoming tragic loss, an eating disorder, and the emotional turmoil of exploring the swinger’s lifestyle with her husband. Marci’s story is one of overcoming illness and betrayal, championing body positivity with self-worth. She addresses the pervasive problem of body image and societal expectations, advocating for self-acceptance and healing from trauma. Her message is clear: embrace your flaws, dare to be different, and live true to yourself. Detailed in her book ‘The Good Stripper.

How to contact: https://www.marciwarhaft.com/ https://www.amazon.com/Good-Stripper-Memoir-Lies-Lapdances/dp/1989555349   

The Ponzi Scheme 

Richard D. Bailey shares his journey as a certified fraud examiner and his encounter with Alexander Chatfield Burns, a young financial prodigy involved in a major fraud. Richard discovers discrepancies in a vineyard acquisition and uncovers evidence of a massive fraud. He cooperates with the FBI, wears a wire, and navigates the uncertainty of the investigation.
The story takes a tragic turn when Alex Burns commits suicide.
Richard's experience highlights the importance of fraud examination and the challenges faced in uncovering and prosecuting financial crimes. This conversation explores the details of a $350 million fraud and its aftermath. The fraud involved the creation of fake stock certificates and the sale of bogus securities to insurance companies. The perpetrators were able to buy expensive properties and live a lavish lifestyle using the stolen money.

How to contact:  https://rdbailey.com/

A Father’s Crusade: Unveiling the Shadows of Dating Violence 

In this episode, Bill Mitchell shares the tragic details of his daughter’s murder and how he turned his grief into advocacy against dating violence. He outlines key signs of toxic relationships and educates on escaping abuse. This narrative serves as a rallying cry for awareness and the strength to seek help, showcasing the indomitable human spirit.

How to contact: https://www.whendatinghurts.com/ https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/when-dating-hurts/id1542478530 

Emphasizing Redemption and Freedom from Captivity

In this episode, JenniSue Jessen recounts her harrowing experience with trafficking from a young age and her path to justice. She stresses the importance of awareness and vigilance against human trafficking, discusses systemic legal shortcomings, and the power of reclaiming one’s voice. Her story is one of overcoming adversity, advocating for change, and the significance of community efforts to end trafficking.

How to contact: https://compass31.org/compass31-founders/  

The Life-Changing Power of Words 

In this episode, Kristin Rivas recounts her battle with PTSD and her healing journey through rapid-resolution therapy. She discusses the transformative effects of the therapy, the crucial role of support systems, and the path to reclaiming intimacy after trauma. Kristin’s story is a beacon of hope, emphasizing personal responsibility in healing and the impact of positive thinking and suitable therapy in overcoming trauma.

How to contact: https://kristinrivas.com/ https://tedxseattle.com/speakers/kristin-rivas/ 

Unlocking Healing: The Transformative Journey with Accelerated Resolution Therapy

In this episode, Brooke Bralove explores the transformative effects of Accelerated Resolution Therapy (ART), a form of art therapy that uses rapid eye movement to reprocess distressing memories. Effective in just a few sessions, ART helps with trauma, anxiety, and more. Brooke advocates for the integration of art therapy in therapeutic practices, highlighting its unique healing potential.  

How to Contact: https://brookebralove.com/ https://acceleratedresolutiontherapy.com/directory/listing/brooke-bralove-lcsw-c  

Healing Through Honesty 

In this episode, Shaun Coffee recounts his journey from a traumatic childhood to becoming an advocate for healing. He shares his battles with addiction and homelessness, the importance of self-forgiveness, and how his story inspires others to embrace their truth. Shaun’s advocacy work, including his book “Boys Do Cry,” underscores the power of community and authenticity in overcoming life’s adversities.

How to contact: https://www.instagram.com/willows_runner/ https://www.amazon.co.uk/Boys-Do-Cry-Redefined-Means-ebook/dp/B07KHP84ZW

Stop Confusing Chemistry with Connection 

In this insightful episode, healer Ben Oofana discusses the healing of emotional wounds and the quest for true love. Topics include the effects of hormones on relationships, the superficiality of dating apps, the influence of past trauma, attachment styles, the spiritual vision quest, and the wisdom of indigenous healers. Ben also addresses the addictive aspects of love and strategies for breaking free from dependency.

How to contact: To talk to Ben, please call (332) 333-5155.  
https://benoofana.com/breaking-free-from-toxic-shame/ https://benoofana.com/ https://benoofana.com/the-biochemistry-of-love-lust-attachment-and-loss/  

Breaking the Chains of Generational Trauma 

In this episode, Jeff O’Neill discusses the lasting effects of trauma across generations and the power of healing. Topics include historical and cultural trauma, epigenetics, and breaking the cycle of family trauma. The conversation emphasizes self-compassion, resilience, and the transformative power of personal narratives.

How to contact: https://www.instagram.com/jeffreyoneill189/p/CwFwT-XLWGA/

Unlocking Healing

Renowned therapist and relationship coach, Riana Milne, delves into the profound impact of childhood experiences on our adult lives. Drawing from her extensive expertise, she illuminates how these early moments shape our relationships, self-worth, and emotional well-being. Join us as we explore healing, dissect love’s complexities, and demystify the subtle differences between narcissists and sociopaths.

How to contact: https://rianamilne.com/ https://www.amazon.com/stores/Riana%20Milne/author/B00J7CCT3I  

Deputy Anderson’s Advice: Shut Up and Stay Safe 

Alfred Anderson retired Deputy Sheriff is joining us this week and is here to tell us to shut up and stop incriminating ourselves when dealing with law enforcement. He is tired of seeing his fellow officers abusing the law that was built to protect.

Alfred is the author of the book: DEPUTY - KNOW YOUR RIGHTS: A COP'S TRUE STORY and a love story called: Stasha Guardian Sasquatch.
How to contact: https://www.amazon.com/DEPUTY-KNOW-YOUR-RIGHTS-STORY/dp/B0C6P8H4NY https://www.amazon.com/Sasha-Guardian-Sasquatch-Alfred-Anderson-ebook/dp/B0CJ9SNL3P 

Overcoming Chaos of Tourette's and Childhood Trauma

In this episode, we delve into the remarkable story of Kristof Morrow, a survivor of childhood abuse. Despite facing setbacks triggered by Tourette’s syndrome and OCD, Kristof discovered his talents as a writer and journalist. Now an award-winning author with viral TikTok videos, he shares his journey of resilience and hope. Tune in to learn how Kristof overcame the chaos of his past and found strength in creativity.

How to contact: https://www.tiktok.com/@kristofmorrow 
https://www.amazon.com/Second-Sun-Volumes-II-ebook/dp/B0BW7GF5SY
https://www.amazon.com/Liam-Earns-Friend-Christmas-Story/dp/B0CCCJ4XHX 

Dealing with Trapped Emotions 

This week, Dee Hurley joins us to shed light on the flaws of the family court system and its role in perpetuating abuse. As an Emotion Code and Body Code Practitioner, and advocate for Quantum Living, Dee operates Lighthouse Energy Healing. She utilizes a bio-resonance scanner to detect and remedy imbalances affecting emotional and physical well-being.

How to Contact: https://www.lighthouseenergyhealing.com/ https://www.instagram.com/deehurley_/ 

My Husband Was Shot Right Before My Eyes 

In 2005 Cyn Kubiak witnessed her husband of twenty years get shot on their front lawn by police. She shares the events leading up to the fatal shooting while raising awareness for safer practices between police and the public, especially in cases of mental illness, so that shootings like this won’t happen again.

Cyn is the author of Immune to Murder which will also be turning into a movie now in development with MFM Productions.

How to Contact: https://www.immunetomurder.com/ https://www.amazon.com/Immune-Murder-Cyn-Kubiak-ebook/dp/B09SZDMQV3

I didn't Know What Safety Looked Like 

In this powerful episode, we sit down with Stefanie Jane, a survivor of child sexual abuse and rape. From a young age, Stefanie was ensnared in a cycle of trauma, but she found hope and healing through her faith in Jesus. Join us as we explore her journey from darkness to redemption, and discover that even in the darkest moments, there is a way out.  

How to Contact: https://www.amazon.com/Fear-Not-You-Are-Redeemed/dp/1735808997
https://www.stefaniejane.com/  

My Brother's Stalking Me

In this compelling episode, Paulette Buchanan recounts her ordeal with stalking and the subsequent struggle for justice that led her from Connecticut to Tennessee. She exposes courtroom corruption and shares her insights in her book, “Fighting for Justice,” which offers solace and empowerment to those battling systemic abuse and seeking accountability. Paulette’s story is a powerful call to action for victims to speak out and demand change.

How to Contact: https://www.amazon.com/Fighting-Justice-Religious-Illness-Collapse-ebook/dp/B09MXSKD4N   

Resilience Reborn: From Near-Death to Theta Healing Triumph

Dr. Allison Snowden’s journey from a challenging near-death experience to becoming a THETAHEALING® instructor is a testament to resilience. Overcoming disbelief and negative patterns, she now empowers trauma survivors to find their purpose and release limiting beliefs through the science-spirituality fusion of Theta Healing.

How to Contact: https://drsnowden.com/
https://awakening-institute.com/  

Warning Signs: A Mother’s Journey with Bipolar Disorder

Charisse Beach, M.ED., a former principal at an alternative school for at-risk students, faced an unexpected challenge at home: her own son, Oliver, attempted to take her life during a psychotic blackout caused by his untreated bipolar disorder. Now, Charisse aims to raise awareness among parents about early signs and patterns that were overlooked, starting when Oliver was just five years old. Her urgent message resonates with every parent: our children may be misdiagnosed or not diagnosed at all, leading to dire consequences. Through her nonprofit organization, Youth Transformational Services, Charisse empowers youth to make positive lifestyle choices. Listen closely; her story could save lives.    
How to Contact: https://www.amazon.com/At-Risk-Students-Transforming-Student-Behavior-ebook/dp/B00HSOJ8WW
https://youthts.org/charisse-beach-m-ed/

Trauma-Informed Lawyering

Rachel Robinson, a former Deputy District Attorney in Denver, witnessed the injustices within the legal system. Driven by a mission to empower and educate survivors, she founded “The Ray of Justice,” a unique, trauma-informed victim rights law firm.
  
How to Contact: Ray of Justice (therayofjustice.com) Rachel (@therayofjustice) | TikTok   

Surviving the Boston Bombing  

On that fateful day in 2013, Michael Chase stood just 15 feet away from the second blast at the Boston Marathon. Amidst the chaos, he took heroic actions that saved a little girl’s life. Years later, Michael realized his dream job as a cop and now serves as a school SRO, teaching kids that kindness is more than a virtue—it’s a lifestyle.
  
How to Contact: https://www.michaelchasespeaks.com/   

From Fairy Tales to Self-Discovery

As children, many of us dream of becoming princes or princesses. But what happens when those fairy tales don’t align with our reality? Sandy Johnston’s story sheds light on the impact of rose-colored glasses and the signs of abuse. Sometimes, what starts small can lead to a profound transformation of identity—twice over.

How to Contact: https://tiarastearsandtriumphs.podbean.com/ https://www.thekeytobefree.com.au/   

Surviving Evil: A Son's Journey After Unspeakable Tragedy 

Todd Boczkowski recounts how overcoming multiple extreme traumas shaped him into who he is as a man and person. From his mother and stepmother's murder at the hands of his father to military trauma, Todd's strength to survive is an inspiration to all and has an empowering message for overcoming life's greatest challenges.

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How to Contact: https://www.facebook.com/todd.boczkowski Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/todd.boz/ TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@realtoddboczkowski

It's Okay to Not Be Okay 

Could you imagine waking up to a text in the middle of the night that has you find your roommate beaten to death, in the bathroom at the hands of your ex-boyfriend? To then be held captive for two hours while being repeatedly raped and threatened. My guest Ashley Michelle lived that, and she is here to tell you that YOU are here for a purpose and in charge of your life!

Ashley is the author of the book "Finding Strength Through Tragedy". Proceeds go to helping others in need of services. She also shares some tactics that help her cope with PTSD.

How to Contact: https://www.amazon.com/Finding-Strength-Through-Tragedy-Michelle/dp/0995898626 http://ashleyinspires.ca/ https://m.facebook.com/ashley.strength2727?__tn__=C
https://mythicaltruecrime.buzzsprout.com/  

Kicking Ass in 6 Inch Heels

Did you know that a perpetrator will know within as little as 7 seconds of watching you if you will be his next target? How about that 89% of attacks are done by someone you know?
Join me this week as I talk with Patti Stewart with over 20 years of experience in self-defense, Patti is an internationally certified self-defense instructor who has trained thousands of women worldwide. Her passion for women's safety has taken her around the globe, where she has taught self-defense techniques to women of all ages and backgrounds. Patti can even teach you how to beat up bad guys in 6-inch heels!

How to Contact: https://www.defenseinheels.com/
https://www.amazon.com/Womans-Guide-Self-Defense-self-defense-confidence-ebook/dp/B0C7PKRKDX  

Surviving Sexual Assault: Tips for Facing Your Attacker in Court

Laurie Gilbertson former New York City homicide, sex crimes, and organized crime prosecutor, On-air legal analyst for Court TV, educator, and entrepreneur. We get candid about how the justice system plays out in the courtroom behind the table. Tips for sexual assault survivors who are facing their attackers on trial and the injustice of prison sentencing.

As the founder and CEO of Tribeca Blue Consulting, Laurie helps professionals communicate with clarity and confidence in their public speaking, presentations, trial work, and media appearances.

How to Contact: www.tribecablueconsulting.com
https://www.linkedin.com/in/lauriegilbertson 

All In the Name of "Love"

Forensic psychologist Joni E. Johnston, Psy .D. joins me this week to discuss two crazy cases dealing with obsession, jealousy, and passion. The case of Shirley Nelson rocked the Peanuts headquarters in 1995 after a murder-suicide was attempted.

We also cover the case of Kimmi Hardy who thought her only way to keep a man was by performing a baby abduction and a murder.  

On the Other Side of the Gun

On Halloween night 1985, 17-year-old Susan Snow was getting ready to go out for the night when she received a phone call that would change the family dynamic forever. Her father Thomas C Williams, a Los Angeles police detective was picking up her 6-year-old brother when he was assassinated right there at his school. His quick thinking was able to save her brother's life but would unfortunately end his own.

After living 14 years of flight, fight, or freeze she finally had answers and a diagnosis of PTSD. She claims that EMDR and writing her book saved her life. She is the author of "The Other Side of the Gun, My Journey from Trauma to Resilience."

How to Contact: https://www.amazon.com/Other-Side-Gun-Journey-Resiliency/dp/B0BRYXZKY2
https://susansnowspeaks.com/   

Finding Value in Yourself

At the young age of seven, Megan Connor was being sex trafficked by her babysitter and her husband. Even at that age, she knew she could not tell her family due to growing up in a Mormon household and being told to stay silent. This would only lead her down multiple abusive relationships and the feeling of having no value.

Megan is also the cousin of murderer Lori Vallow Daybell "Doomsday Mom". Being a mother of six she was able to see how important it is to break the cycle of generational abuse and to write her own survival guide to help others going through the same situation.

How to Contact: https://www.amazon.com/-/es/Megan-Conner/dp/1637925727
https://www.amazon.com/Ways-Practice-Self-Care-stress/dp/B0CHDMTJ96 

From Victimhood to Victory

Stephany Ann shares her journey from victimhood to victory as a survivor of narcissistic abuse and having experienced relationship trauma through two narcissistic marriages. She went from working as an Attorney to an Emotional Freedom Technique (EFT) practitioner, motivated by her transformation and a deep understanding of narcissistic abuse.

Stephany is now on a journey to help others break free from emotional trauma and find true freedom., she has discovered the incredible power of this modality in releasing emotional blockages, eliminating self-sabotaging patterns, and cultivating a life filled with joy, balance, and self-empowerment.

How to Contact: Stephanyannspeaks@gmail.com  

The Power of Mister Rogers

This week I have guest Wysteria Edwards, BA, Ed.M. After many years of being a kindergarten teacher, she noticed that most of her students are crying out for love and relief. This started her journey to find answers for the broken children entering her classroom—and the wounds in her own heart—through the personal notes, speeches, and writings of Fred Rogers. As a young boy,

Mister Rogers acquired avoidant attachment and sought to help other little boys and girls through his show. Adversity, violence, and suffering can be traced back to broken attachments in childhood. These early attachment wounds follow children into adulthood, often damaging their interpersonal relationships. Not only does Wysteria use this in her classroom but wrote the book: Waiting for Mister Rogers: Teaching with Attachment, Attunement, and Intention.

How to Contact: https://www.amazon.com/Waiting-Mister-Rogers-Attachment-Attunement/dp/1636981038
https://www.wysteriaedwards.com/  

Finding Purpose in Pain

This week I have guest June Collins here to share her story of every parent's worst fear, child loss. Her son Kaleb was only 2 years and three months old when he passed but his legacy will still live on forever. Anyone who has lost a child will understand what a parent goes through in this dark time. She discusses the raw emotions of child loss and the demons that come from within it.

June is here to remind us that everything that happens to us in life, helps us find our purpose. It makes us who we are and helps push us to where we are going. The key is to heal at your own pace.  

How to Contact: https://www.amazon.com/Momma-You-Dont-Heal-struggling-ebook/dp/B0C6X597B1 

Are You a Narcissist Magnet?

 This week I talk with my guest Dana Diaz a wife, mother, and author of the best-selling book GASPING FOR AIR: THE STRANGLEHOLD OF NARCISSISTIC ABUSE. From the early age of one, until her own child was 17 years old, she was dealing with narcissistic abuse. All that stress has left her with an autoimmune and a lung disease.

Don't wear the mask that your abuser wears and do not fall for their toddler tantrums. You deserve better and you can find happiness. We also might have just made a narcissist travel group, so stay tuned.

How to Contact: https://danasdiaz.com/ https://www.amazon.com/Gasping-Air-Stranglehold-Narcissistic-Abuse/dp/B0C6WBCWNG   

When it Comes to Generational Abuse, who Breaks the Cycle?  

 This week I talk with my guest Ana Megrelishvili as she shares her story of childhood abuse and the different methods, she has tried throughout the years to help her heal. We cover hypnotherapy, EMDR, conventional therapy, group therapy and ayahuasca.

When dealing with generational abuse it is so important to reflect on yourself to make sure that you are the one to break the cycle. Ana is now a coach and the author of Finding Courage to Change to educate people about her healing journey and spread a message of hope.

How to Contact: www.FindCourageToChange.com
https://www.amazon.com/Finding-Courage-Change-Ana-Megrelishvili-ebook/dp/B0CCK55DVQ 

 Learning the Five Love Languages

This week I talk with my guest Paul Zolman who shares his story of generational trauma that included physical, sexual, emotional and financial abuse. Once we stop playing the blame game and take our responsibility back you can deal with the anger and move forward.

Paul is the founder of Role of Love, a journal and dice game dedicated to helping people learn the five love languages: words of affirmation, time, acts of service, gift giving and physical touch. He hopes that this will help others learn that life is not always about you. We have enough narcissists in this world, we need more givers rather than the takers.

How to Contact: https://roleoflove.com/
https://www.amazon.com/Role-Love-effective-demonstrate-everyday/dp/B0BS8RZ3ZH  

Overcoming the Fear of Failure

This week I talk with my guest Megan Jones as she shares how being raised by alcoholic parents, she didn't get the love she needed but instead gave her the fear of abandonment and the feeling of unworthiness. After learning meditation and experiencing ego death she rediscovered her purpose as a healer.

Megan is passionate about shedding limiting beliefs and working through past trauma to rediscover the true self. She now is a Reiki practitioner, podcaster and channel coach. The fear of failure is something she has overcame and can now help you with her own magic and intuition after she developed her gifts as a psychic medium. She uses these spiritual tools to aid in her own healing and the healing of others.

How to Contact: http://www.chasingspirituality.com/   

From the Floor to the Door   

This week I talk with my guest Michelle. After losing a close friend she wanted to live life to the fullest. Little did she know by saying that her world be turned upside down by her own husband. Not only did she find out that he has been living a secret life but the life he would introduce her would involve drugs, alcohol, and sex.

Michelle was able to break free and now is the founder of From the Floor to the Door, program of trauma, escape and recovery. It is a consulting and coaching service to help others navigate to your new YOU!

How to Contact: https://fromthefloortothedoor.com/ 

From Thriving to Surviving. 

This week I talk with my guest Eileen Santos about her heartbreaking story of teen violence. I don't know how else to explain this episode other than every parent's worst nightmare. We talk about the psychological abuse along with the physical that would ultimately cause the death of their son.

Eileen now has her own podcast called Murder, Blood & Psychopaths, this is a true crime podcast about abusive relationships, the missing, murdered, and don't forget about the psychopaths. 

How to Contact: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/mbp-murder-blood-psychopaths/id1650255584
https://tunein.com/podcasts/True-Crime/MBP-(Murder-Blood-and-Psychopaths)-p1948783/?topicId=309796066  

AI: Friend or Foe? 

This week I talk with my guest Charlotte Hooper who is the Manager & Director for The Cyber Helpline. They can help with everything and anything dealing with cybercrime. More than 500,000 individuals have received help, and their helpline has opened more than 30,000 cases.

If you are already worried about how A.I. is getting more and more advanced, then you will want to listen to this episode to be in the know. I do have exciting news that beginning this October they will also be available in the US. They do have a chatbot to help in the meantime.  

How to Contact: https://www.thecyberhelpline.com/  

Even in Darkness it is Possible to Find Light

This week I talk with my guest Amanda Blackwood who was no stranger to childhood trauma. So much that she would rather be homeless than to live with her abusive family. This would later lead her down the path of becoming a three-time human trafficking survivor expanding from the United States all the way to Scotland.

Amanda outsmarted her traffickers, but she accredits the T.V show MacGyver and a little boy on a train platform for saving her life. She is now an author of 13 books, an artist with her own expo coming soon, and a public speaker.

How to Contact: https://detailedpieces.com/
https://growthfromdarkness.com/
https://www.amazon.com/stores/Amanda%20Blackwood/author/B078T1V8M7  

Turning Struggles into Strength 

 This week I talk with my guest Joann Richards. Joann takes us down her journey of seven marriages all involving abuse, divorce, death and incarceration for murder.

I definitely give Jo Ann some tough love about some of the choices that she has made, but we could both agree that the only life-long relationship you can count on is with yourself. Self-love is the most important love of your life.

How to Contact: https://dragonhillbooks.net/
https://www.amazon.com/Midlife-Magic-Jo-Ann-Richards/dp/1735625507   

Why Stigmatize the Human Experience when We Should be Embracing it?

This week I talk with my guest Emerald Aueyong. Emerald specializes in sexual trauma, interracial relationships, sexual incompatibility, and sex addiction. She also worked with the prison system giving therapy to previously incarcerated individuals, sex offenders, and individuals with co-occurring mental health disorders, and substance use disorders.

Emerald educates how she is able to help her clients cope with life's stressors that help them recover from sexual trauma, improve their personal relationships and find ways to discuss their other problems with family and friends. 
eaueyong@gmail.com

How to Contact: https://www.emeraldaueyongtherapy.com/services
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/therapists/emerald-aueyong-los-angeles-ca/1011413  

I Survived the Connecticut River Valley Serial Killer 

This week I talk with my guest Jane Boroski. In August of 1988 22-year-old Jane was 7-months pregnant and thirsty after leaving a fair with her friends. She stopped at a gas station to get a drink not knowing the horror that would follow. After being stabbed 27 times she found the strength to get help for her and her unborn daughter.

Jane is now an advocate for others that no longer have a voice to find justice. She also helps others with her podcast called Invisible Tears.

How to Contact: https://invisible-tears.com/  

From Prison to Purpose

This week I talk with my guest Elizabeth Mikotowicz, in her early twenties she was beaten so bad by her then boyfriend that it landed her in the hospital. Doctors insisted that she take opioids for the pain which then led to addiction. She was later arrested and sentenced to 37 months in federal prison which helped her get clean but opened her eyes to so much more.

Elizabeth is now an advocate and, on a mission, to out the prison system for all the abuse, rape, and misconduct that she saw while there. She is calling out Cumberland County Jail, Danbury Federal Correctional Institute, Alderson FPC, and Long Creek Youth Development Center.

How to Contact: Wearable Art by: EPM Clothing -Le Galeriste - Wearable Art - Made in Montreal

✨ 👑 Elizabeth 👑✨ (@epm_art_1111) | TikTok  

Low-Paid or Unpaid Prison Labor: A Modern Form of Slavery?

This week it's a three way with my guests Justine and Amanda. After growing up in a family with addiction and incarceration, Justine found her passion as a defense attorney looking out for the under dogs. We discuss topics like the death penalty, the wrongfully convicted, the much-needed prison reintegration program, what it was like working with sex offenders, private prisons, and low-paid or unpaid prison labor.

Justine and Amanda are now on a mission to "right" everything they find to be wrong and are the hosts of the podcast Gin and Justice where you can hear stories from people who were exonerated while on death row.

How to Contact: https://ginandjusticepodcast.com/

From Triggers to Triumph

 I talk with my guest Shaun Hamilton who shares his experience of helping his spouse after she was sexually assaulted. He leaves out nothing from the broken justice system to the triggers to watch out for and the emotions / challenges that all come with it.

Shaun wrote a book called "When Your Partner Says #MeToo: Your Role and Responsibilities in Their Recovery Process," which is a self-help book for others in the same situation. He also describes how RTT (Rapid Resolution Therapy) saved his wife's life. After just one treatment (2-hours) she was seizure and symptom free. This tool is so powerful, and it is to help re-wire the brain.  

How to Contact: https://shaunhamilton.com/  

Changing lives and Spreading Self-love Vibes

This week I talk with my guest Troy Love. At an early age Troy knew what domestic abuse was. His maternal mother decided to give him up for adoption to help protect him to only be placed with a foster family that would eventually be going through the same fate. While earning his degree as an LCSW specializing in psychotherapy, he learned that domestic abuse was not a normality.

Troy has molded a model of six attachment wounds: loss, neglect, rejection, abandonment, betrayal and abuse. He now holds workshops and retreats focused on attachment issues and how we respond when we don't feel connected to ourselves, our loved ones and the world around us. He helps individuals find healthy ways to get needs met and increase overall sense of well-being.

How to Contact: https://findingpeaceconsulting.com/
https://findingpeaceconsulting.com/book-recommendations/
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/therapists/troy-love-yuma-az/74815  

Putting an End to Social Injustice & Inequality. 

This week I talk with my guest Dr. Deborah Burris- Kitchen, Professor of Sociology and Criminology. We cover everything from her teachings with the female drug gang members that she worked with, to what's wrong within the prison system, police brutality, mass shooters, racism, narcissism and trying to change the fucking world.
 
How to Contact: https://deborahburriskitchen.com/
https://www.amazon.com/SHORT-RAGE-First-Last/dp/1564744035
https://www.amazon.com/Exposed-Deborah-Jean-Burris-Kitchen-Ph-D/dp/163988713X 

Is there a Link to Childhood Trauma and Bipolar Disorder?

This week I talk with my guest Steve Wilson. At the age of 9 his life turned upside down after being sexually assaulted in a movie theater bathroom. Over the course of adolescence, he developed bipolar disorder which just made his undealt with trauma into a roller coaster ride he almost couldn't get off.

Steve now located in Arizona has support groups via Zoom for people dealing with trauma and has written the book Teetering on a Tightrope, my bipolar journey. He shares his story and wants others to know that things can get better, they can turn around! 

https://adaa.org/living-with-anxiety/personal-stories/teetering-tightrope
https://www.amazon.com/Teetering-Tightrope-My-Bipolar-Journey/dp/B0BSRJPNYT 

From Secrets and Lies to Healing and Forgiveness

This week I talk with my guest Kasey Rogers. After twelve years of marriage and no children to call her own, Kasey realized that this was something she really wanted. After the birth of their twins and her decision to leave her job in the film industry, their marriage took a dark turn. She would soon uncover the reasons for how a 25-year marriage could unravel.

Kasey is an outspoken advocate for women and speaks about the connection between domestic and financial abuse. Learn more about the I Know Why She Stayed Initiative on her website; focuses on the impact of the gender wage gap, the pink tax, and non-custodial parents being in arrears on women’s inability to achieve equality.

How to Contact: https://kaseyrogers.com/
https://www.amazon.com/Our-Better-Selves-Kasey-Rogers/dp/1644562820

Sociopaths, Psychopaths and Narcissist's. Oh My!

This week I talk with my guest Kerrie Droban who is considered an expert on the pathology of the criminal mind defines the differences between a sociopath and a psychopath, and what they have in common. She also shares what it's like working as a defense attorney for someone on trial for murder.

Kerrie's latest Book "Aurora" is a tell all of the mass shooting in Aurora, Colorado killing 12 people and injuring at least 70 others by shooter James Holmes (The dark night movie killer). His psychiatrist Dr. Lynn Fenton tells her story.

How to Contact: https://www.kerriedroban.com/
https://www.kerriedroban.com/aurora-the-psychiatrist-who-treated-the-movie-theater-killer-tells-her-story/  

Clearing the Path to Win the Fight for Your Best Life.

This week I talk with my guest John Brewer. John served 8 years in the army special forces working as a medic along with other duties. He now wants to enable, empower, and share the knowledge he learned. He shares his tips and tricks to help you prepare to defend yourself if you should ever need it. 

John can help teach problem solving, breathing techniques and Self-defense for self-development. Be on the lookout because John is planning to provide consulting for scenario-based training as well as his book "Fight for Your (Best) Life". 

How to Contact: https://mindshieldandspear.com/
nfo@mindshieldandspear.com
Mind, Shield, and Spear: The Book | Facebook

Let's Talk about Sex Baby!

This week I talk with my Guest Hannah Spanke. At the age of 16 like most teens Hannah needed some spending money. She found that getting into the sex industry was a way to make a quick buck, but after 8 years of exploring all the different avenues she found her way back to the woman she always wanted to be.

Hannah now is a board-certified sexologist and relationship / life coach. She specializes in Somatic attachment therapy and authentic tantra. If you ever wondered what a session with a sexologist looks like, then let's talk about sex baby!! 

How to Contact: https://www.instagram.com/hannahspanke
https://twitter.com/HannahSpanke  

Google is Not Always Your Friend.

This week I talk with my guest Katrina Robertson as she tells her story of being a juror on a murder trial. She had no clue that this would end up causing a mistrial and finding herself in contempt of court with her own trial to have to face.

If you ever wanted to know what it is like to be on the jury for a murder trial, you will not want to miss this. She does not hold back. 

How to Contact: https://www.amazon.com/Juror-11-Memoir-Broken-Justice/dp/B0BTMX4DR6
https://www.arkansasonline.com/news/2022/aug/05/juror-fined-in-hot-springs-for-researching-victim
https://www.facebook.com/katrina.robertson.5/about  

You Were Born Fearless

This week I talk with my guest Terri Kozlowski. After living with a lifetime of abandonment by her mother and dealing with childhood sexual assault she learned how to take off the masks and the armor we hind behind to become a survivor instead of a victim.Terri now has a podcast called Soul Solutions and she is also the author of Raven Transcending fear.

How to Contact: https://terrikozlowski.com/soul-solutions-podcast
https://terrikozlowski.com https://www.amazon.com/Raven-Transcending-Fear-Terri-Kozlowski/dp/1949798801 

Deep Dark Secrets

This week I talk with my guest LaDonna Humphrey. LaDonna is an award-winning writer and an advocate for victims of crime with her nonprofit called All the Lost Girls. Her main passion is finding justice for 19-year-old Melissa Witt. On the evening of December 1, 1994, Melissa, showed up at Bowling World in Fort Smith Arkansas to meet up with her mother, but she never made it inside. It may have been 30 years since her body was discovered, but it stays fresh in her mind.

LaDonna also advocates for missing adults, crime victims, children in foster care, and for women in recovery. She is also co-host of the Deep Dark Secrets Podcast trying to take down the death fetish community.
Anonymous tip line (1-800-440-1922)

How to Contact: https://www.allthelostgirls.org https://www.whokilledmissywitt.com https://www.deepdarksecretspodcast.com https://www.ladonnahumphrey.com 

Working with the Innocence Task Force 

This week I talk with my guest Jeff Himes who has 25 years of experience as an investigator with the Arapaho Colorado police force and 19 years of experience dealing with sex crimes against children, and working with the FBI to catch internet predators, Johns, and organized stings.

Jeff shares red flags to look for if you think someone is being trafficked, what to do and what happens along the way. 

www.missingkids.org 

Breaking Free from Therapist Abuse

This week I talk with my guest Amy Nordhues who not only survived childhood sexual abuse but sexual abuse as an adult, this time at the hands of her therapist. Just because someone has more power than you do it does not mean that you cannot say no!

Amy is now an advocate and the author of Prayed Upon: Breaking Free from Therapist Abuse.

How to Contact: https://amynordhues.com
https://www.amazon.com/Prayed-Upon-Breaking-Therapist-Abuse-ebook/dp/B09HR9TN3N?ref_=ast_author_dp  

Let Me Prey Upon You

This week I talk with my guest Sandy Kirkham. At the age sixteen, she was so excited to find herself accepted not only by a church, but also by their new pastor. After five years of grooming, gaslighting, and emotional abuse, she was able to walk away, but kept it secret for twenty-seven years.

Sandy is now the author of "Let Me Prey Upon You" which details the five-year relationship, how she suppressed it for so many years, the toll it took on her and her recovery journey. Let go of blaming yourself! 

How to Contact: https://sandyphillipskirkham.com
https://www.amazon.com/Let-Prey-Upon-You-Ministers-ebook/dp/B084H2WCW5  

Find Your Inner Light

This week I talk with my guest Jessie Torres as she shares her story of surviving sexual abuse from a young girl up until the age of 18, losing both of her brothers to murder, and a toxic marriage.

Jessie is now a life coach teaching others how to find their light and to be the beautiful mess that you are. Don't be stingy with your essence!

How to Contact: https://unshakeablelife.com 

Tough Love for the Men

This week I talk with my guest Clinton Dye. At the early age of five he witnessed his mother shoot his father in the chest during a domestic dispute. He shares his story, his life lessons, how to be successful as well as how to be your best version.

If you ever considered getting a life coach for some tough love this is your opportunity to see what that looks like. Oh, and by the way ladies he admits that men are the problem! 

How to Contact: https://www.instagram.com/sandiego_clinton1  

The Healing Path to Step Out of Trauma and into Joy and Inner Peace 

This week I talk with my guest Marlene McConnell. Right after high school and about to start her college years, she was excited to start her new chapter. It was quickly put on hold after coming home to a robbery in progress which would forever change her life due to being beaten, raped, and left for dead.

Marlene now teaches us that time is the only thing you can't ever get back, and you shouldn't waist it by holding on to trauma. Forgive, empower, and become a force to recon with.

 Ray of Light: The Healing Path to Step Out of Trauma into Joy and Inner Peace - Kindle edition by McConnell, Marlene.


Six steps to surrender - Marlene McConnell - My Centered Life (mycenteredlife.com) 

From Cop to Crime Scene Cleanup 

This week I talk with my guest Laura Spaulding. While working as a cop dealing with a homicide case, the mother asked her what they were supposed to do with the house, who cleans up? This is when she realized that there was a need for this kind of service.

Laura started Spaulding Decon in 2005 and has never looked back. She is now national specializing in crime scene, drug lab, and hoarding cleanup.  

How to Contact: https://www.youtube.com/c/crimescenecleaning
@CrimeSceneCleaning https://crimesceneclean.com 

How Early Abuse Impacts Relationships as Adults

This week I talk with my guest David McClam who is a father of six and an abuse survivor here to tell his story. He faced abuse as a young boy at the hands of his father to later grow up and land himself in some abusive marriages (5). Men are abused too, come listen to a man's story of survival.

How to Contact: https://www.truecrimeandauthors.com/
https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/true-crime-authors-david-mcclam-Nko6ehpm4TQ/
https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/true-crime-authors/id1633768268  

Remove the Blocks You Set Yourself

This week I talk with guest Kateryna Semeniuk. What if you could really rewrite your story? Deal with your past childhood trauma, that bad experience, the death of a loved one and then become whole again.

Kateryna shows us how to remove the blocks that we set up for ourselves and to find your new journey. May it be prosperous and fulfilling!

How to Contact: Kate Semeniuk Hypnotherapy | RTT Therapist Calgary | Certified Hypnotherapist Kate Semeniuk - Find an RTT® or RTC® Kate Semeniuk RTT Hypnotherapy - YouTube 

101 Questions True Crime Fans Ask about Serial Killers.

This week I talked with special guest Dr. Joni Johnson Psy. D. - Forensic Psychologist, Private Investigator, and Crime writer. We cover everything from the Betty Broderick case to the nature vs nurture debate. Joni literally wrote the book on serial killers, called 101 questions true crime fans ask about serial killers. You also might have seen her commentating on Oxygen's Snapped.
 
How to Contact: https://www.drjonijohnston.com Dr. Joni Johnson
https://www.coldcasefoundation.org/dr-joni-johnson.html 
https://www.youtube.com/unmaskingamurderer

How Well Do You Know Your Family?

In this episode, Courtney Lewis, a woman who discovered that her family was not what she thought it was. Courtney reveals how she found out that she had 23 siblings, some of whom were involved in drug smuggling using pigeons. She also shares how she coped with the shocking truth about her “dead” relatives and her identity. This is a jaw-dropping and intriguing conversation that will make you question your own family history.

Nature vs. Nurture

This week we learn from Mechele Wingle, a neuro-linguistic programmer and the founder of The Wholeness Network. Mechele explains how early child connection is vital for our well-being, as trauma can affect our nervous system and our health. She also shares how we can use the power of our mind to overcome challenges such as weight loss, addiction, or infidelity. This is an enlightening and empowering conversation that will help you deal with your past and create your future.     

How to Contact: https://www.mechellewingle.com https://www.thewholenessnetwork.com/mechelle-wingle  

The Hidden Effects of Trauma

In this episode, I talk with Lyn Barrett, a woman who has dissociative identity disorder (DID), also known as multiple personality disorder. Lyn shares how she discovered that she had DID in her 30s, after suffering from childhood trauma that left lasting effects on her mind and body. She also explains the symptoms and challenges of living with DID, and the ways she has found to cope and heal. This is a powerful and eye-opening conversation that will help you understand more about this complex and often misunderstood condition.
 
How to Contact: https://www.amazon.com/Crazy-Reclaiming-Shadow...
https://www.lynbarrett.com https://www.amazon.com/DID-Unpacked-Parable-Lyn-Barrett-ebook/dp/B08TB18VRS www.dissociativewriters.com  

Meet Your Host Tiffanie  

In this episode of Crime Over Cocktails, I get personal and reveal the story behind the podcast. You’ll get to see and hear the real ME (YouTube), and learn what motivates, inspires, and challenges me. You’ll also find out how I got interested in crime, what made me change my career path, and what my goals are for the future. This is a rare and intimate glimpse into the life and mind of your favorite podcast host. Don’t miss it!

Retired NYPD Detective / Narcotics Unit

This week I chat with Vic Ferrari, a former NYPD detective who has seen it all. Vic tells some of the most memorable and hilarious stories from his time in the narcotics unit, the chop shops, and the domestic violence calls. He also talks about his retirement and his passion for writing books about his experiences. This is a fun and fascinating conversation that will give you a glimpse into the life of a cop in the Big Apple.

How to Contact: https://www.amazon.com/Vic-Ferrari/e/B01IIQXLBC%3Fref=dbs_a_mng_rwt_sc

From Self-Blaming to Self-Love

This week I talk with my guest Anissa Hudak. She is a two-time rape survivor who found healing with trauma yoga. Anisa shares how beautiful it is to now be able to teach yoga herself to other survivors, and to be able to watch other women transform right before her eyes. Leave it on the mat!

How to Contact: Anissa Hudak’s Trauma Healing Journey: From Victim Blaming to Self-Love - Karen Robinson Trauma Recovery Expert (healthrivedream.com)

Anissa Hudak: Helping People to Heal from Trauma (therehab.com)

Surviving Abuse in a Christian Marriage

This week I talk with guest Diana Winkler as she shares her story of surviving an abusive Christian marriage and having the strength to be able to leave a cult like church. Even when that meant leaving people she loved behind.

Diana is now an author trying to help other people who might be going through the same thing. There is a way out! 

How to Contact: https://alifeofthrive.com/2021/10/13/abuse/ 

The Ugly Truth of Narcissistic Abuse 

This week I talk with my guest Raven Scott. She is a Narcissistic abuse survivor and the author of "Empath and The Narcissist", which is also the name of her podcast. It is time that we learn the ugly truth of dating a narcissist and how you can NEVER change them...... sorry!

How to Contact: https://www.amazon.com/Empath-Narcissist-Healing-People-Pleasers/dp/B097327ZCK

We are Wired to Survive

This week I talk with my guest and transition coach Christina Foxwell. She shares her story of being in an abusive marriage and how she managed to find her voice. Christina shares her tools to transformation because we really are "wired to survive".!

How to Contact: The Glass Angel: A guide to freedom, peace, transformation and growth. Unlocking your Potential - Kindle edition by Foxwell, Christina. Self-Help Kindle eBooks @ Amazon.com.

Navigating the Aftermath of Homicide 

This week I talk with my guest Jan Canty, Ph.D. who is a homicide survivor who has found her calling after dealing with the high-profile murder of her husband in 1985. Her husband was murdered by John Carl Fry and a prostitute that he had been secretly funding.

Jan knows firsthand just how cruel the media and public can be and now she shares her tips to help other families on getting through such a life changing situation.


How to Contact: https://www.amazon.com/What-Now-Navigating-Aftermath-Homicide-ebook/dp/B0BXND9DQR
https://www.amazon.com/Life-Divided-psychologists-husband-recovery-ebook/dp/B089NGWXM9

From PTSD to Victory

This week I talk with my guest Charles Smith who was able to transition from a homeless veteran to a 7-time book author. He shares his story on his time overseas, family loss, depression, and his suicide attempt that he is now so thankful that it was not successful.
 
How to Contact: https://www.lifelongexperience.net
https://www.awarerecoverycare.com

NO is a Word Women Need to Say More

This week I talk with author of "I'll Pray for You". Donna is a domestic abuse survivor who came to realize that people should be allowed to have their own personal space and the ability to say NO.! No matter how influential the person is who is dealing the abuse.
 
How to Contact: https://www.authordwayles.org/
https://www.amazon.com/Ill-Pray-You-Christian-Surviving-ebook/dp/B08K8CFSFG

Find Your Inner Light Again

Victoria Cuore is the founder of Contagious Smile Group and shares her story of extreme domestic abuse. After numerous surgeries between herself and her daughter, she is here to set the record straight on how she was treated by the military and shares how she has been able to move on with her life and her soulmate.

How to Contact:  https://www.facebook.com/groups/acontagoussmile Find Your Inner Light Again Every Saturday - A Contagious Smile
https://www.amazon.com/Kicked-First-Memoir-Victoria-Cuore

Marcy Pusey: Part 2 - Certified Trauma & Resilience Practitioner

This week I have my guest Marcy Pusey here with me for round two. Marcy shares her personal story of living in an unhealthy marriage.

Marcy has learned that she had to uninstall the conditioning behavior that she was taught and how to relearn self-love.   

Guest Dr. Kimya Nuru Dennis - Founder and CEO of 365 Diversity

*** WARNING *** The discussion in this episode may be a trigger warning for some people as serious topics of mental health and suicidal content are discussed ***

I have guest Dr. Kimya Nuru Dennis who is a community advocate, sociologist, criminologist, educator, researcher, and founder and CEO of 365 Diversity. She talks about the "dark figure" within the criminal justice system including suicide.

While We Slept

This week I talk with my guest Marcy Pusey, Certified trauma & resilience practitioner. She shares her story of what it was like being at her in-law's home while a murder took place while everyone was sleeping. 

Marcy wrote the book While We Slept - Finding Hope and Healing After Homicide. She also shares some therapeutic ways to help heal trauma survivors.

How to Contact: https://marcypusey.com/
https://www.amazon.com/While-We-Slept-Finding-Homicide/dp/1948283050

Surviving Dirty John

This week I have special guest Debra Newell on the show. She's here to tell her story of manipulation, coercive control, and to set the record straight of what she really went through while married to con man John Meehan and what Bravo's 'Dirty John' left out. 

Guest Bruce Sackman - Former Secret Agent - Medical Serial Killer Investigator

This week I have special guest Bruce Sackman. He is a former secret agent, and author of "Behind The Murder Curtain", as he tells some of his stories of investigating serial killer doctors and nurses from all over the world. Just when you think you’re in a safe place, you might just be in more danger!

How to Contact: Behind the Murder Curtain: Special Agent Bruce Sackman Hunts Doctors and Nurses Who Kill Our Veterans: Sackman, Bruce, Vecchione, Michael, Schmetterer, Jerry, Baden, Dr. Michael: 9781682617144: Amazon.com: Books

Behind The Murder Curtain: Doctors and Nurses Who Kill Our Veterans | Crime Traveller